[Insomnia]

It is now five something in the morning and here I am at my computer typing. Lately I have been on this kick where I cant sleep at night sometimes. Its a really sucky thing because I am up by myself left to deal with all the problems I push to the back of mind. [random] Brandy's new song "Right Here (Departed)" is my new favorite song. I am glad that Brandy is making a come back we need REAL talent in the industry these days [randomness ended] I am sitting here thinking of all my faults and flaws and it started making me a little sad so I decided to blog about it because I know if I dont I will sit there and let it fester inside of me until I am physically sick (that has happened before). I have these random fits of overwhelming depression and other times I dont. I think that im "clinically depressed" sometimes..I am aware of all my issues but sometimes I cant control them and let them pile on top of each other until I get sick and have these crying spells. This is probably a little too personal to be blogging about but oh well thats me. [Sigh] This isnt helping at all. I guess I can try and get some sleep...