To Be Or Not To Be..That Is The Question..I Think

Today was seriously one of those days that I didn't feel like doing anything. I haven't blogged in ages and to be honest I forgot. lol Maybe that's why my days have been filled with the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. Sometimes I really just want to scream. I feel like no one understands me, hell half the time I don't even understand me. What I wouldn't give for a time machine to just go back and correct the BIG mistakes that I've made, the little ones you learn and grow but the BIG ones still haunt me. Ugh. I am so scatter brained right now. So much that I want to say but I can't put it into words. I am just overwhelmed with emotion. Hopefully tomorrow I will get my bearings together and try to write something inspiring...probably not lol <----WOW..so everything I wrote made no real sense and was random...well that's me. :)